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Tuesday, October 19, 2010



[come with me here]





Sunday, March 07, 2010






that was the last time I saw her.


Friday, March 05, 2010






pull me out..
pull me out...
can't you stop all this from happening,
close the door and leave everything behind?

oh love..




Wednesday, February 24, 2010







I still wonder if you would stay. Stay to see.




Saturday, February 06, 2010

" ...
is it really you,again?
are you really here?
Here to
Take up my time
and swallow up my heart
Here to spin me around
to lock me in a fog
here to throw away the key? "

- aigin



Monday, January 18, 2010






no poem to recite.


Wednesday, November 18, 2009








the earth spins and my mind spins back around to you.



Sunday, October 11, 2009








will think about it


Wednesday, September 30, 2009








let go.


Monday, September 07, 2009








I me mine .


Wednesday, August 12, 2009







Change happens in present tense. In fact, it just did.






Thursday, July 30, 2009




نمیدانم چند شنبه بود

یادم نمی‌‌آید


.شاید کار از کار گذشته بود



ما


.اسباب بی‌ قراری دیگران بودیم


گاه گاهی‌ شاید

خواب کسی‌ را میدیدیم

جای پأیی , شعری , راهی‌

.نگاهی‌


پی جائی‌ بودیم

جائی نه

صدایی

.صدایی که از دور نمی‌آمد







Thursday, June 11, 2009






I am afraid we forget this.


Thursday, April 16, 2009






sometimes half the worth of doing one thing
is just having so many people thinking that you have lost your mind.




Wednesday, April 01, 2009








your life will be happy and peaceful.


Thursday, January 15, 2009







. . . ماما منصوره سلام






Tuesday, January 13, 2009








.من اما بیشتر از تمام سالهای این عمر٫ روزهای کودکی ام را دوست دارم و مادربزرگم را .....





Monday, November 10, 2008









... گلچهره مپرس


Friday, October 31, 2008











... من در اين آبادی ...


Saturday, October 25, 2008











follow your tears. 

Tuesday, September 30, 2008







----- not all who wander are lost.


Thursday, September 25, 2008







این اشنا
یی ِ ساده

شاعری می خواهد که ا نعکاس ِ کلمه را

از زبان ِ درخت هم شنیده باشد



چه اسراریست

این انحنای ِ عاطفه

منهای ِ دایرهً وجود ؟




Monday, September 08, 2008







ما بدهکاریم

به کسانی که صمیمانه ز ما پرسیدند

معذرت می خواهم چندم مرداد است ؟

و نگفتیم

چونکه مرداد

... گور ِ عشق ِ گل ِ خونرنگ ِ دل ِ ما بوده است





حسین پناهي



Saturday, August 23, 2008







.دور از تو انديشه بدان----


Monday, August 18, 2008








counting;
singular, twice, triple ... hhmm can't count!


Tuesday, July 22, 2008








من که از پریشانی ِ احوال ِ هر چه آشناست خسته ام

رفته ام که خواب ِ مهربانی خدا و آینه ببینم


Thursday, July 10, 2008








love is better than a song.



Monday, July 07, 2008

shhh...










far from home, dreaming of my butterfly.




Thursday, June 12, 2008








---در اینکه خواب ِ همه ما تعبیر خواهد شد



---و تو


---دلواپسی ِ دیروز را



اهسته


---از یاد خواهی برد


---حرفی نیست.




---حالا با این همه

---تا در باز شود



جواب دلتنگی ما را که خواهد داد؟---



Friday, May 09, 2008









thank you






Friday, April 25, 2008






Oh love, sweet blue love
No man can ever get enough...






Cat Stevens [Foreigner Suite]








i h a v e b e e n s i l e n t





Monday, April 21, 2008





اهالی زندگی

همه خیال میکردند اشفتگی

میزان ِ دلهرهء من و باران است




و أدم به جای سیب

دلخوش ِ خاطرهء پارسال




حیف

به شما من آز معجزه سیب هنوز هیچ نگفته بودم

که باران تمام شد




Tuesday, April 15, 2008








بسی تیر و دی ماه و اردیبهشت
بیاید که ما خاک باشیم و خشت


ج ف



Saturday, March 22, 2008






what do you do the best?
- making paper airplanes.


Monday, March 03, 2008







i stopped being.


Monday, February 25, 2008








All visitors must report to the site office.


Monday, February 04, 2008




.این حادثه قرارنبود در فاصله ٌ دیدار شما و اگر اتفاق بیافتد

یاران ِ بی دریغ

همیشه نشان از عاقبت به خیری ِ التهاب ِ هر چه حادثه است داده بودند

من چه می دانستم که وقت کوتاه است ُ نوبت به تقسیم ِ این انار نمیرسد
.




Sunday, January 20, 2008






good things come out of incomprehension.


Saturday, January 12, 2008




انار

مباه ِ تو و هر که را با تو او دلدادگیست





Thursday, December 20, 2007






Home
sweet

white, calm, warm, happy, sunny, ...

home.

I go home tonight... .

Tuesday, December 04, 2007





تو
میهمان ِ ارام ِ دیگرانی
که در خلوت ِ بی خبر
مدام
اواز مهر می خوانی


کجا مانده ای بانو ؟


Wednesday, November 28, 2007







it's ok.
i'm alright.


Sunday, November 18, 2007






say my name, talk.
can you talk as fast as i can think ?


Saturday, November 03, 2007






please touch.


Saturday, October 27, 2007








... این مغز مرا پر مشغله کن

م


Monday, October 15, 2007






.صحبت این است که ما بی تو نخواهیم حیات



ح


Friday, October 05, 2007








i'm hungry for food, love and life.



Tuesday, September 25, 2007






- now that is me a part of you have to find something abrupt me,
or is very happy this be; where the night closes the door,
walks the tree home and all, mads inside - would go you

to this very tune is all me see?
sigh...
you see and see sea...


Tuesday, September 18, 2007






هر سر ِ موی مرا با تو هزاران کار است



ح


Tuesday, September 11, 2007





من هر چه دیده ام


خواب ِ تو بوده است


Tuesday, August 28, 2007



یادگاران ما

همه از جنس ابرند ُ باران بانو

حالا هی نگاه ِ ما

سوی پنجره میرود

شاید که سر شاخهٌ مهر

قدری آه ُ نگاه ُ

چیزکی قرمز باشد


Wednesday, August 22, 2007




تا خیس از گریه هایِ خدا
خواب عروسیت با سایه های سفید را نبینم
نمی خوابم.

حالا هی بخوان تو باز

لالا یی از این همه راز


ع ن


Tuesday, August 21, 2007










- hey, finish the drawing
will ya?
- " i don't have a red crayon i ate it "

Tuesday, August 14, 2007






" Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. "


Thursday, August 02, 2007







... باران اگر نمی آمد که چشم به راه ِ آمدنت نمی شدم بانو


Monday, July 30, 2007








the henna tattoo is fading on my wrist...


Friday, July 20, 2007







the song i was writing is left undone...


Tuesday, July 03, 2007



نام مهرباترين کسان زندگيم را

.روی ِگلدار دامن ِ سفيد ِ شما نبشته ام




... برقص بانو


Friday, June 08, 2007








,حيرت آور است ريرا
حالا هر كس از روبرو بيايد, بي تعارف صدايش ميكنيم بفرما
.امروز مسافر ما هم به خانه باز ميگردد



.ع.ص


Friday, March 16, 2007





everyone is a poet,
even if they don't know.



Sunday, March 04, 2007





" A language. A language unspoken. Unspoken yet understood.
Understood by the experience of emotion. Emotions know.
Know what? What does it really matter? “ Aha “, you say. I say, “Aha” too, over and over and over .... when does it end? It doesn’t.


So be it... Be it... Be. "


Saturday, February 17, 2007




This corner is going to be closed for some time... thanks for dropping by friends,
cheers, hugs and more...


bodhi.


Tuesday, January 16, 2007







هرجا که قدم نهی تو بر روی زمین آن مردمک چشم نگاری بود است


Wednesday, December 13, 2006






we were so busy preparing to go to the moon that we were
completely unprepared for the impact the trip would have on our lives.


astronaut b aldrin. feb 27, 1972


Monday, December 11, 2006

Lost


Thursday, November 30, 2006







so far, this is the oldest i have ever been...


Saturday, November 04, 2006


زير ِطاقی ِ بلند بازار
در منتهای ِ درخت
ميوهء ممنوعيست که با انحنای شاخه
و لطافت ِ باران رسته است

من آنجا د لخوش بوی کاهگل تنها مانده ام

و گهگاه



. آب می شود دلم


Monday, October 23, 2006


Forgive me for forgetting




They're just words, they ain't worth nothing Cloud your head and push your buttons And watch how they just disappear When we're far away from here Chorus: And everybody knows where this is heading Forgive me for forgetting Our hearts irrevocably combined Star-crossed souls slow dancing Retreating and advancing Across the sky until the end of time/ Oh who put all those cares inside your head You can't live your life on your deathbed And it's been such a lovely day Let's not let it end this way/ Like sisters and brothers we lean on each other Like sweethearts carved on a headstone Oh why even bother, it'll be here tomorrow It's not worth it sleeping alone/ And look at you and me still here together There is no one knows you better And we've come such a long long way Let's put it off for one more day.


Saturday, August 12, 2006







zib!
(recorded with pooya and vahid. march 06)




Tuesday, August 01, 2006





آزرده ام بانو



...خواب ديده ام هيچ شعري دستهاي مرا به ريشه هاي اساطيري درد نمي رساند


Monday, July 17, 2006


خورشید
.همیشه یادگار ِ غروب ِ حیاط خواهد ماند

صبح ِ سرد سفر هم

.مثل ِ ظهر ِ خانهٌ شما عزیز است بانو جان

بازی ِ حوض با ماهی

وچشمان ِ شما


...درآب


Thursday, July 06, 2006




. ... دانهای انار را با دانه دانه اشکهای ِ شما به هم دوخته اند لیلی جان




Monday, May 15, 2006



را سالها پیش روی انار پوس درخت







من دستانم را سالها پیش روی پوست ِ درخت ِ اناری جا گذاشتم

. سالها پیش وقتی خورشید بود و آه سرچشمه ٌ دیگری داشت از باران و باد


حالا سالهاست که این روزها

. ... دیگر به این راحتی ها نمی گذرند لیلی جان


Sunday, March 26, 2006


از روی دوش ِ مادرم کاش می شد
این دلتنگی ِ عمیق را آرام برداشت
یا
از روی ِ دوش ِ پد ر کاش میشد
آرام
. این سنگینی ِ غریب را برداشت


Thursday, March 02, 2006

لیلی جان

فکر کن

... سراغ ِ گیسوان ِ تو را که بگیرم از باد


این دستهای پلاسیده


...


از غصه که آمدم
, این نیمه های یخزده

سیب

و گلدان ِ سفالی ِ یاس را خواهم آورد

اینطور نیمه کاره نگاهم نکن

میدانم


. ... میدانم بدجور توی ذوق میزنم


Friday, February 17, 2006



... دروغگو دشمن خداست
! چه قدر دشمن داری خدا
دوستات هم که ماییم
یه مشت عاجز ِ علیل ِ ناقص العقل
... که در حقشون دشمنی کردی



ع حاتمی . سوته دلان


Sunday, January 29, 2006

" You smile
and tie my hands to an apple tree with invisible blue chains
you suddenly turn your face
and I should say that you hide your sorrow pretty well
you put a snowball on my lap and calmly say
" I will be back before it melts " as you walk away
days pass,
and with the tree's permission I dig a hole in the ground with my teeth
and I plant the snowball within the earth beside me
this way there will always be a snowball in bloom or asleep
whenever you decide to take a leap... "


Sunday, January 08, 2006


.آن روز اطراف ِ خانه ما روزگار ِ غریبی بود
به خانه که امدم
باغچه خشک می نمود
آسمان خاکستری مطلق
هیاهوی خانه همه سکوت

حضور ِمادر انگار باز
.در خانه نبود



من آشفته ام امروز لیلی جان
... نمی دانم


. ... نمیدانم تا کی نگران ِ پریشانی ِ خوابهای ِ کودکیم باشم




Sunday, November 20, 2005






you are not real..., show them your real you...


Thursday, November 10, 2005








, این دلتنگی هم اگر نبود



... این ساز را با یاد ِ که کوک می کردم


Thursday, September 15, 2005

تو مست ِ با می سر خوشی

من مست ِ بی مِی سر خوشم

تو با دهان خندان لبی

من بی دهان خندیده ام

رومی







+ من بی دهان خندیده ام +

ضبط شد در چندم ِ اردیبهشت ماه ِ هشتاد ُ دو




Sunday, August 28, 2005








... این همه سکوت را



. باید جایی نوشت


Wednesday, August 24, 2005





- i can't get anywhere, this thing is in my way ...
- what thing ?
- this thing that you call life ...


Thursday, August 11, 2005


... لیلی جان کجایی آخر

دارند این درخت را می زنند از ریشه

دارد داد میزند

داد میزند

... فراق


Saturday, July 09, 2005


Tuesday, June 14, 2005




Saturday, May 21, 2005





Wednesday, April 20, 2005





- going home from work...
my eyes follow the curb, and i don't.
i guess i'll be all lost soon!


Wednesday, April 06, 2005




- hey what the hell you think you are doing ?
- nothing, just trying to be myself ?
- you think you are different than every body else, huh? you selfish piece of shit...
- see,... i told you i'm different !


Wednesday, March 16, 2005


بچه که بودم ٫ همه چیز رنگ داشت. آن وقت ها همه چیز بوی مادر بزرگ می داد‌ ٫

لباسهای تمام اهل کوچه رنگی بود. آن وقتها جوئ آب میان ما و کوچه بچه هائ بالا٫

مرز میان ما و دشمن بود. جوبهای کف آلودی که به حمام خانه همسایه وصل بود یا

کوچه تنگی که به آن اشتی کنان می گفتند. خوب یادم هست مهر که می آمد و وقت

مدرسه می شد و بوی بازار وکتاب دفتر نو و چهره کودکئ غلامرضا وقتی بی کیفُ کتاب به مدرسه می امد

من اما بیشتر از تمام سالهای این عمر٫ روزهای کودکی ام را دوست دارم ومادربزرگم را


Tuesday, March 08, 2005

,نزدیک ِ قلب ِخاک راه می رود

میرود با تمام ِ کوچه
,حرف می زند


ع ش ق می کند , ناز می کشد
,درهر کجای آ سمان ماه می کشد

کیست کاینچنین در درون ِ من ِ خراب










آه





... می کشد


Wednesday, March 02, 2005





- look ... that tree,
flying by your window...
did you see it disappear?


Saturday, February 12, 2005





. ... خواب ِ خاموشی را بیشتر از نگاه ِ پریشان ِ بی باور دوست دارم




Thursday, January 13, 2005





برای دلتنگی زود است
برای حادثه زود تر
چیزهایست که از یاد برده ام
باید به یاد بیاورم
... هر چه
زود تر


Sunday, December 26, 2004

حال ِ همۀ ما خوب است "



" . اما تو باور مکن





Wednesday, December 01, 2004






- and i asked hundred times ;

w i l l y o u f o r g i v e m e ... ?

- and she answered ...



Saturday, November 20, 2004







بانگ آمد چه می دوی... بنگر +


Thursday, November 11, 2004









... افسوس که بی فایده فرسوده شدیم +


Saturday, October 16, 2004





Sunday, October 10, 2004








- i've got nothing to do today... but smile...


Tuesday, October 05, 2004







Thursday, September 30, 2004







- People !
if you have found a blue phone with a funky blue screen saver,
please let me know and receive a reward.
I've lost my blue phone...



Sunday, September 26, 2004







- all these nice people around and...
- i need to do something more than just watching...
- let's group hug... yeeeey!


Friday, September 03, 2004

- Ourbusinessisclosedforinterioralterations+pleasecomebackwhenweareready.



Sunday, August 15, 2004


Saturday, August 07, 2004

Stop looking at these walls!


Friday, July 30, 2004



Monday, July 26, 2004



Tuesday, July 20, 2004

- i keep on wondering if i sleep too much...







Saturday, July 03, 2004



Thursday, July 01, 2004

- a new title...
- a new table...
- a new screen...
- even a new name...
- same bidel though...


Friday, June 18, 2004

- City Hall it isssss...


Thursday, June 17, 2004


By A Nikpoo


Friday, June 11, 2004

- there is not even one small mirror in this elevator
to pull a wry face and make life easier…


Sunday, June 06, 2004







+ hush... don't say anything...


Wednesday, June 02, 2004



Friday, May 28, 2004



Tuesday, May 25, 2004

- thank God everybody is alright...
except for morteza ...
he was a good car/friend of mine, and i will never forget him ...
( morteza wanted me to thank everybody for
their help and support. )


Sunday, May 23, 2004



Friday, May 21, 2004

- well... i guess " not City Hall " ... and let's move on...



Wednesday, May 19, 2004

+ there's going to be another story...
...there's so much left for you to know...


Friday, May 14, 2004

- a 23 year old bidel found in the middle of nowhere called
northvancouver struglling with himself trying to build some roofs,
and break down some rules; likes looking at the sky while walking on the earth perplexed ...
he doesn't know what IRS means or why a cat has been killed...
help him out brothers and sisters...
god bless you all... !


Sunday, May 09, 2004





Thursday, May 06, 2004

- dude, am i drunk or you brought your friends with you?!


- oh... so dusty in here... give me that broom and the pan...
- what you lookin at ? go... get yours... we have to leave soon... .


Saturday, May 01, 2004



Aug. 20


Sunday, April 25, 2004

+ Meet my new friends.


Friday, April 23, 2004

There it is a lost soul...
- hey buddy,
i saw you were standing in front of it, so you had two options, right?
you could close the window or jump down...
what did you do?
- nothing dude, i closed the window and jumped down... !



Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Location : room 335 NE1 (obviously on third floor)
Time : 3:40 in the morning ...
Assginments : due tomorrow before 8...
Others : 2 other dudes...
Special Situatoin : ( ... )
Me : dead...

Question:
- anybody want to take the responsibility of my suicide?!
(Hint : i can't take it... caze i'm dead)

ps. fill in the blank as you wish.


Monday, April 19, 2004

- and you sleeping...
i'm waiting righ here...
you are up now, right?
or i'm talking to myself...
is it me or you...
sleeping...?!
leili...


Saturday, April 17, 2004

میکشدم می به چب , میکشدم دل به راست "
رو که کشاکش خوش است
تو چه کشیدی
" بگو

Saturday, April 10, 2004

- My imaginary friend thinks i have mental problems... .
- Do i ?!


Wednesday, April 07, 2004

- Our business hours are as follows:

7 a.m. to 2 a.m. ............ Mon. to Fri.
Sun. & Sat. ................... 24 hrs.

- let's get back to business now...
- uummm so, tell me about your del !


Tuesday, April 06, 2004

- You'll loose everything if you don't change your path!
- Oh.. Well.. i'll have my running shoes...


+ Ordered to listen !


Monday, April 05, 2004

... and here i am trying to forget the taste of gross cherries that i had last night...
... got a bubble gum ?


روزی ز سر سنگ عقابی به هوا خاست
خجل شد چو یهنای دریا بدید
وگرنه من همان خاکم که هستم
ییاده امده بودم ییاده بر می گردم


Saturday, April 03, 2004

+ i ran so fast that time...


Friday, April 02, 2004


farewell


City Hall or not City Hall.... that Is The Question!


Monday, March 29, 2004

لیلی جان
... مهرت را میگذارم اینجا کناربنجره


" هرچه می نويسم پنداری دلم خوش نيست. نمی دانم نبشتنم بهتر است يا نانبشتنم "


...دل نیست مرا

Thursday, March 25, 2004

" Hey bench, I'm alone... you understand ?! "


Wednesday, March 24, 2004

! این حرفات منویاد شاعرهامیندازه -
...من شاعرم این ها هم که گفتم شعرهامه -


Sunday, March 21, 2004

- Understand the gravity of your situation
or intend to fall ... .
some say it's a good practice to fall (!), next time you might wanna jump.
you know what i'm saying?
- Can you push me a bit, I'm right on the +edge+?


Saturday, March 20, 2004

Happy new del !


Saturday, March 06, 2004

-hey it's too dark in here... where are ya?
- I'm not here dude... .


Thursday, January 15, 2004

Like a fool that I am and I'll always be
I've got a dream, I've got a dream
Oh, I know I could share it if you want me to
If you were going my way, I'ld go with you.


Wednesday, December 10, 2003

all my packs are packed, I'm ready to go..
I hate to wake you up to
(tell you it's time to) say goodbye...
.J. D


Tuesday, December 02, 2003

shall we, huh?!
let's go bodi...
all seven nights and days are gone...
let's go ... .


Monday, December 01, 2003

Here comes the sun.
It feels like years since it's been here.
Here comes the sun.
Here comes the sun ,
And I say, it's all right.


G.H.



...چند سالگی
...چندم ماه چند
روز هیچ وارهای پوچ و

...چارهای خالی و چرند
...چرتهای خیس و کاغذ سفید

دردهای سرد
جادهای کج
جوراب
پنجره

و

...چیز دیگری که نیست

هیچواره ها و
چاره ها و
چرتهای خیس

. ... روز چندم ماه چند


Friday, November 07, 2003

...بعد از این همه نبود اتفاق, یادم نبود

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Welcome aboard"
"Watch your step

"130 KOOTENY LOOP"


Wednesday, October 22, 2003

- You happy?
- yes, not really...


Tuesday, October 21, 2003

- sorry to hear that...
- yeah I know... isn't it amazing ?
- what ?
- That I can't see you anymore !


...صبحه اما همه جا تاریکه تاریکه"

چی شده ؟

توی اتاق منی

کور شدی به سلامتی

یکی تف کرده به خورشید

خيالات ورت داشته

شاعر شدی

نهيليسمت اود کرده

دیشب اشتباها شلوارت رو سرت کردی

" !!!شاید داری سعی می کنی با معده ت ببينی


Monday, October 06, 2003

Out on the hunt for someone who knows how to jump off the life.


Wednesday, October 01, 2003

- hey can you stay a bit longer ?
- nope, it's cold in here!!!
- hello !?








Thursday, May 16, 2002

- a life like a sea
- hey dude I don't konw how to swim ...
- HELP !!!



Tuesday, May 07, 2002

After a while I feel like writing again... . don't know how to start, but it is probably a start by itself!






Friday, January 07, 2000

G a m e s -



% Escape!
@ Blackout
# Packman







Thursday, December 02, 1999

^ Architecture
^ franklloydwright
^ arthurerickson
^ daniellibeskind
^ ...


Friday, January 01, 1999

+ 7

+ nocturnaladagio
+ Nabaat's corner
+ pastou
+ Arshi
+ Mahya's illustrations
+ Mahya
+ Mortelle
+ Tarlan
+ ego
+ feraagh
+ nana
+ Gitana de Luna
+ Mina, La Luna
+ bus writings
+ aaber
+ Post-SoLiTuDe
+ madeiniran
+ vancouverandi
+ avideh
+ safar-e-yek
+ nabaat's corner(first one)
+ gufona
+ grazieancora
+ drop-in
+ nakedintreelessjungle
+ dot
+ pari
+ monologue
+ ...


++ Yusuf
++ museumofcontemporaryiranianartists
++ ...


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